Hey girl, how you been? I just wanted to let you know that you were extra bitchy yesterday. More bitchy than usual. What’s going on? Honestly, I know why but your supposed to express your feelings instead of bottling them up.
Is it the boy?
Is it the girls?
Is it the hubby?
Are the dogs getting on your nerves too?
It’s a combination of sorts isn’t it? Your too blessed to be stressed. Sounds like a corny cliche doesn’t it?
I just want you to know that everything is going to be alright. The wall your building and the paranoia that your demonstrating is all an act. I know we are watching that calendar and each day getting closer and closer to leaving. It’s only a few weeks considering it could be months. It’s okay to be afraid every now and then but we both know that a little fear is healthy but letting fear consume you isn’t. Remember what that crazy woman tells you every Tuesday and find an outlet other than food, rage, or disconnection to really express your emotions.
We are at the point in our lives where we will deal with things on a mature level. We can only keep moving forward and know that at the end of the tunnel there’s a light. Your kids need you to be the constant for them and furthermore, if they see you cracking up then tat some point they will start to unravel. Stay involved, use your listening ears more, and stop feeding into the bullshit. Once she knows that she’s getting under your skin she’s going to keep pushing your buttons. Your discomfort is easily a pleasure for her.
Do you feel better now? Give me a hug and we will try this again tomorrow. Love you, girl…until tomorrow.